Mkatesoccer

Duh...nah nah nah. nah nah nah nah. Im bored. Sooo, yeah. Ima update...this journal...that gets read occasionally...but is mainly for myself.... So, anyways. My last journal update was about air force and boys and blah. Well, air force didnt work out. Sooo, that kinda answers my problems from earlier. Anyways, theres really not much else to update on. My life is a little lacking in entertainment. And I really don't have much to say. Lately Ive been on a "quote-streak"? ...Basically I have just been looking for good quotes, so if you happen to read this and know of a really good quote, you should let me knowww :) Kay

Damn, where has the time gone? I swear these past few months have just flown by. I used to be so ready and excited to get out of this town and start my own life, and meet new people. And now it's like Im doing anything I can to just keep everything the same as it is now. I don't want to leave, Im so afraid of what I might be leaving behind. I swore I would never let a guy change my mind about my decisions for my future, and Ive been just fine with that up until now. And it just feels like my whole world is being turned upside down. I don't know whether to be happy for my future or just plain upset. Im leaving for the Air Force on May 8th,

So this whole transition into being an adult really sucks. I miss high school? haha...um weird... My schedule is so busyyy, I have class every day and i work when I'm not at class...soo basically i have 0 free time. booo. Anyways...Im considering enlisting in the Air Force...its a huge decision, but I've been talking to a recruiter a lot lately, and Im thinking thats what Im gonna do. I just wanna leave already though, I hate waiting, cause everyone keeps questioning my decision on it, and then i start to rethink myself! Umm, other then school, work, and potential air force stuff, i have no other newssss! Thats my life at the moment!